Thursday, October 16, 2008

Crazy McCrazy

So I had to drop broadcast. This is the second time I've had to drop the class. And it will be my last. I am changing my major to print journalism now. This is all meant to be. Broadcast was too difficult for me to deal with having fibro. So goodbye cameras, hello word processors.

Today I hung out with Jenna Bacorn. She is really cool. I went to the Lynch's. Phillip is the best. Tomorrow night I'm singing at Union Park with The Ben Burgess Band. Super exciting!

My mom is coming saturday and staying with me. That will be fun. I am sooo tired. Goodnight all!

Thursday, October 9, 2008

It's Been Awhile

My inspiration

Right now I am boiling pots of water on my stove to add it to my bath water in order to get it hot enough. Isn't that ridiculous?? I feel like I live in a log cabin. Our water heater sucks and doesn't heat up nearly as much as it should. So I have to be all Laura Ingalls Wilder. Hrumph. I have a lot of things to complain about to my apartment people.

I've been super-stressed lately and last week I was sick. In fact, I was sick for two weeks straight. I had tonsillitis. So of course that made all my fibro symptoms worsen. It was not pleasant. Incessant body aches. I'm in Level 8.5 pain right now. It's all centralized in my neck and shoulder area. I am going to marry a massuese. That is just how it's going to be. And he will understand that that is the main reason why I married him and he will do all I ask at any time and never complain! Yeah right, I'm not getting married...ever. But I will find a way to be rich and have a daily massage.

Sooooooo school has been difficult getting used to. I'm having a hard time with time management and stress. There is a time management workshop tomorrow and I am going to it. I know, it's so dorky, but very necessary.

Broadcast class is very difficult. I hate having to lug all that equipment around and then I have to lift it into and out of my car which hurts my back. I wish I had my very own lackey at my beck and call. Wouldn't that be nice?

I went to an awesome yoga class today. The instructor was so completely contented and happy. Just serene. He looked like he didn't have a care in the world! He inspired me. He kept reminding us to breathe and to smile. I've never had an instructor say that. It was very helpful. I love that man! It's a free class too! Every week Mondays and Wednesdays. We're doing it outdoors next week. I'm excited. I got some good stretching in, but now I'm all sore. I maybe need to do some light swimming instead and maybe soak in the hot tub.

I chopped all my hair off! I look like Grace Jones. If you don't know who she is, please google her so you have an idea of what my hair looks like. I am about to scream cause I'm in so much pain so I'm gonna go get those pots of water off the stove and soak and try to de-stress. I shouldn't even be awake right now! Tsk Tsk.

p.s. Does anyone still read my blog?? I'd love to hear feedback. Hope everyone is well.